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Wednesday, 7 September 2011

War? Meaningless


"Men! Fall in!" Came the cry from the commander. It was in the dead of night and plans were being made for the attack at dawn. Both forces have been exchanging bullets and counting casualties and none is at the upper-hand, both were at loss.
Derrick and the rest of his platoon got up, grabbed their rifles and lined up with the rest of the troops.
"At ease!", said the commander.
The men had all their hands down, with their firearms at their side.
"It could have been thousands of days, weeks, months, or heck we know, even years that we've been exchanging fire with the enemy forces. We've laid out a plan, boys, to end this once and for all."
Shouts of joy came from the men. The end of the war was what they all have been waiting for. Every single day, they lose lives, they lose themselves. How many have gone insane, no one knows. Bomb shells drop silently. Only the whistling before its impact could be heard. Thousands dead on both sides. The men were tired of this. All they wanted so badly now was to return home to their loved ones.
As the commander went around making his so-dramatic speech bout how the war is going to end and about their victory, Derrick thought to himself, asking why such things should happen. War is not going to make any side gain. It is always a lose-lose situation no matter the conclusion of the war. It is just so stupid.
You then may ask why he's in the army. At times of desperate need, the country recruits anyone who is able-bodied to fight and well, die for his country.
As the commander concluded his speech, the men cheered and gave loud cries of joy and even singing their anthem. The battle plans were laid out before their bare eyes and everyone looked at it as the commander gave his explanation. He separated the men into their teams and gave them a briefing about their task and their positioning as well as their role in the battle. Derrick's platoon was assigned to the far left. There was only about 20 to 25 men in his platoon, and they were very much dead, as they were alive. They were to move out at first light, where it is most likely not to be seen. Scouts were sent out by each platoon to their designated area and to make preparations. Derrick and Marlz - so he called himself- were picked from their platoon. Marlz was a big burly man, well-built and squared and could be said to look like a perfect soldier. He had thick hands and strong muscular arms. No doubt would anyone feel safe being with him if it was not for a war.
At 2315 hours, the scouts moved out with almost nothing in possession. This was to lighten their burden and make their travels faster. All they carried was their M-16s, a few extra rounds, a little provisions and that was about it. 
Travel was quick and little words were exchanged for in case enemy units were nearby. The silence provided a sense of ghostly comfort somehow. It just felt right in the darkness and through the dark recessions of the jungle. It all fell into place. Derrick could hear the winds silently blowing through the winds, the leaves shaking and branches bending at awkward angles sometimes and creaking as they went. It was definitely awkwardly comfortable alright.
 They arrived at their designated area. "It is here, aye?" asked Marlz in his rough voice.
"As sure as the commander could heck well be", replied Derrick.
Marlz gave a soft roar of laughter to avoid making noise. "Roger that, boy. Now, let's do whatever we're supposed to be doin' here".
As they set about the area, making sure the area was clear of traps and devices, suddenly there was a rustling in the bushes nearby. It was not any kind of rustling that was made by winds. This was a kind of man-made rustling. Both Derrick and Marlz looked around, aware of it. They picked up their arms and looked around. Suddenly, something wet and sticky splattered onto Derrick's face as he heard Marlz gave a low groan and a soft cry of pain. Derrick turned around and he saw a bayonet stuck through Marlz chest. Derrick, aware of this grave situation sidestepped around Marlz and cried as he sprayed the area behind Marlz. He heard a cry and a soft thump.
 "Get... the hell out.. outta here.. We've been found... Go! Get the f.." Was all Marlz could say as his last breath gave way.
Derrick, in his shock took a few seconds to understood and hastily ran through the jungle with his M-16 in arms, ready to fire. As he ran through the jungle, he realised this: There were gunshots ringing throughout the jungle, men were screaming out, grenades were going off. He concluded that they definitely have been ambushed and that the opposing force has predicted as much. As he ran the tress around him exploded in gunfire. It came to his understanding that he was being shot at. Instinctively, he turned around and shot at the direction. A thump was heard and he supposed he shot the target. He continued running. As he went running on, he tripped over a root of a tree and had his ankle twisted. Moreover, his foot was stuck. He began trying to free his foot. He heard several footsteps coming from where he came. This doubled his adrenaline and he began to cut the root with his combat knife, to no avail. He took out his rifle, and directed it ahead of him, determined to save his own life this night.
One man appeared, and Derrick fired and was true to his aim. The man went down. This alerted the other men with him and they started to approach Derrick in large numbers. Derrick, in desperation fired at every single one of them, not knowing how many he had taken down. It didn't matter to him anyway. As his consciousness fade and his very vision turned into darkness - nothing but darkness - he couldn't help but think about how stupid it is to wage war on another.

Wednesday, 31 August 2011

Hey, Sister

Hey, sister, don't leave me waiting here like that.
You know you've got to choose one of us one day.
I've done so much, don't you feel a single thing?
You walk the other way, you know you're gonna pay.

Something is wrong here but I just do not know.
I can't put my finger on it just yet.
You have been hurting and I could comfort you,
But I seem to be just part of your duet.

Why am I feeling this?
I could've been content.
But now that you are his,
I'll just be your man.

Unrequited love,
Paves the way to pain.
It's obviously a curse,
Reminds me of my shame.

Hey, sister, turn away for just a short while,
I know what I promised and I know what I have said.
My rebellion stops me from the painfulness of leaving once again.

Why am I feeling this?
I could've been content.
But now that you are his,
I'll just be your man.

Unrequited love,
Paves the way to pain.
It's obviously a curse,
Reminds me of my shame.

Maybe my chances are something like quite nil.
And I'm so sorry for everything that's done.
I ain't coming back to suffer for your sins,
Why don't we part ways and just call it a day.

Why am I feeling this?
I could've been content.
But now that you are his,
I'll just be your man.

Unrequited love,
Paves the way to pain.
It's obviously a curse,
Reminds me of my shame.
Reminds me of my shame.

Thursday, 11 August 2011

Guys, Need Help!!

Ok, I need some ideas for a piece I'm working on. Its called Sephirot (you can wiki that, not to be confused with Final Fantasy) and I was wondering about a few things:

1. Should I set it in the real world or in a fantasy world?
2. Obviously I'd need ideas for names of people (I suck at creating names). I'd appreciate it if anyone would drop a few interesting ones.

Wednesday, 27 July 2011

Fallen Man

Its 1 o' clock in the middle of the dark
And I've just plain ran right out of luck.
Oh! Yes, it's true! Yes, it's true!
Its all been flushed right down the loo.
All my years I've been waiting for the past
Trying to win and not end up as last
I was talking love not looking at the lust
But now I'm tending wounds and scraping out the pus.
Oh! Yes, it's true! Yes, it's true!
Its all disappeared into the blue.
I, drained of power, am dismayed and put to shame,
With a bit in my mouth, I return from whence I came.

Anything's Fine

Anything's Fine
or 
Fur Denielle

Dearest Denielle, when I wrote this rhyme,
Everything about you came flooding to my mind.
Never left me, makes me think about you,
In the middle of the night, and when I'm sleeping too.
Every memory of words, everything we talked about,
Lays dormant, waits for a chance to come out.
Leaves me smiling, you crazy, maddening girl,
Everytime I think of you, I think about a pearl.

Lets be good friends of plain platonic gain,
Over years of sadness and many years of pain.
Virulent times our acquaintance cannot foil,
Even water will never float on oil.

Welcome to my world and my circle of friends,
In the seasons of life, there are only happy ends.
Till we meet again, at a later time,
Hail me when happy, or through lemon and lime.
Instead of just sulking, come readily to me,
Never'll turn you away but will listen for a fee.

Friends forever, is what we could be,
Riverside escapades, adventures so free.
Inexplicable bonds of companionship,
Everlasting and eternal, priceless friendship.
Never dying, never failing, we only speak our minds,
Doing what we do best, yet sharing all our finds.
Snaking through our lives, all meaning may be lost,
Health and wealth, fame and fortune, away may all be tossed.
In our best and our worst, through bad times and fine,
Promise me that ours will always ever be truly yours and mine.

Saturday, 2 July 2011

I Am A Rock

A winter's day 
In a deep and dark December; 
I am alone, 
Gazing from my window to the streets below 
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow. 
I am a rock, 
I am an island. 

I've built walls, 
A fortress deep and mighty, 
That none may penetrate. 
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain. 
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain. 
I am a rock, 
I am an island. 

Don't talk of love, 
But I've heard the words before; 
It's sleeping in my memory. 
I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died. 
If I never loved I never would have cried. 
I am a rock, 
I am an island. 

I have my books 
And my poetry to protect me; 
I am shielded in my armor, 
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb. 
I touch no one and no one touches me. 
I am a rock, 
I am an island. 

And a rock feels no pain; 
And an island never cries.

Paul Simon & Art Garfunkel

Wednesday, 22 June 2011

Untitled 1

Here I am, sitting bored, with my back to the girls,
Who make my life so interesting, so freaking nice,
'Cos talking to them is like the pigs getting the pearls,
I may be a man, but, hell no, they aren't my vice.

They may like the attention, but they just don't give enough,
They can go their own way if they wanna act tough.
Hell, no, I won't bow, its my way or the highway,
I won't be the victim, though they think I'm the prey.
World peace is a myth when my mind is this crazy,
I'd rather sit here and act like I'm lazy.
I really don't care but I ain't a potted plant,
All this nonsense sounds like a Gregorian chant.

I guess the rage is all gone, 'cause I feel wasted,
The bitterness of life is all that I've tasted,
And I guess that this is the final threshold,
I've ate the bread and found the bread mold.

Monday, 20 June 2011

How can you just sit there,
And push me to a corner.
Sitting there on that wooden chair,
Making me sound like a mourner.

I come, trying to ask a boon,
But you make it sound
Like asking for the moon.
Tying me up with many a bound.

Come on, get your arse off of the sidewalk,
Take a walk with me to your living, burning hell,
I hate your face, don't look me in the eyes,
Talk to the darkness, I can't see a thing.
Talk the talk, but you never walk the talk,
Don't you hear the death knell, that little golden bell,
Write your will, say your last bye-byes,
Don't talk to me, I ain't a lovely fling.

This ain't disobedience, just a little chat,
Why are you so serious, smile a little bit,
Blood on the walls, its just a flesh wound,
I don't feel a thing, I've got the analgesics,
Surely you can't see me unless you're a bat,
Not a guy, not a broad, just a little chit.
I've got my mind, I wouldn't just swoon,
I'm Wolfram; I ain't Giesekes.

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

There He Stood

The sky was dark and grey,
Threatening to break into rain
Any moment, Man to pay
With interest, God's wrath and pain
Turn dry to teary day.

There he stood,
A pedibus usque ad caput,
His heart, bitter wormwood,
Aut vincere mori aut.

In open dilemma, saying,
Auribus teneo lupum,
Not anyone would care.

Bide he codex luris Canonici,
Claves aurea Sancti Petri
Could not be found on earth,
As it is in heaven.

But turn away from darkness,
And contra spem spero,
Look for the hope which never was,
And never will be,
Never.

Missit me Dominus,
Minatur innocentibus,
Qui parcit nocentibus.

Motu proprio,
Mos maiorum,
Mulgere hircum.

Monday, 2 May 2011

Subject: Blackberry

BLACKBERRY 12TH ANNIVERSARY AWARDS CENTRE,
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Award Reference code: BBRIM568A2011
File number: BB255/647/390

This is to inform you that you have won yourself an Award of Eight hundred thousand British Pounds (?800,000 GBP) in the Blackberry Anniversary Awards as organized by the Anniversary Centre of Blackberry Inc, held in SOUTH AFRICA,

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The Anniversary Centre of Blackberry Inc selected your email id as one of the 120 chosen fortunate winners to receive this award. Also as part of their profit philanthropic wing (BLACKBERRY.ORG) promotion. Awards MUST be claimed by the email owner ONLY, not later than 30 days from the day of notification.

Please you are advised to file for your claim immediately through our agent Mr. Cosmos Thabo
Immediately by providing him with the bellow stated information:

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